Vision From Feeling

[Moochie]

Well, "Anita," you're young, you're reasonable-looking, and you have your whole life ahead of you. So go out and have yourself some fun!

Before you know it you'll be old and gnarled, and Sylvia Browne.


M.

 

[Ashles]

Desertgal that was great. Best laugh I've had on this thread so far (other than when Anita said we were on the same side and someone pointed out that meant she thought she was a fraud too... wait that was you as well. You're on fire today)

 

[Uncayimmy]

I had a little chat with Anita on Skype today. I actually sent her the IM a few days ago to ask her if she was coming back to the forums. It sat in the queue into this afternoon. It's always an interesting experience to chat with her. Give it a shot yourself - she offers her Skype address on her website. Skype is free, and it's pretty good software. It's easier to stay focused in a chat.

Anyway, I asked her if she believed she had a special ability. She said no because there is no evidence of it. So I asked her what what she intended to "study" since you gotta have something to study, right? She said, "The claimed perceptions. But to see whether they persist under a controlled test setting."

I, of course, replied, "Right. You just described your study as a test." In response I received several IMs in a row totaling about 350 words explaining, well, I'm not quite sure. I'm pretty sure it had to do with it being us, not her.

 

[LONGTABBER PE]

>>>>She said no because there is no evidence of it. So I asked her what what she intended to "study" since you gotta have something to study, right? She said, "The claimed perceptions. But to see whether they persist under a controlled test setting."

She has no special ability but plans to test a "perception" and to see that something you dont believe you have exists under a controlled test setting?

She needs to be in politics.

 

[Farencue]

7th December 2008, 12:00 PM #7
VisionFromFeeling
Critical Thinker

Find me a celebrity who would not mind me attempting psychic medical diagnose on him or her and making that information public, and obtain their permission to do so, and I will do it. I do not share the views of the media or the public on celebrities, celebrities are people to me and I respect their privacy and integrity. Who knows, one day I will be good at what I do, and people will want to meet with me, including celebrities, and there is no way I would break that trust and to share personal information with others. It can only be done with given consent from the individual.

I would not even tell who I've seen unless that person has given me permission to do so. Now it sounds as if I meet with people and do this but I do not. If turns out I am really good at what I do, I am sure many people would be interested in meeting with me and finding out what is going on in their bodies. Also it is good for people to get confirmation for their pain and health problems, especially from someone who reaches the same conclusions on their own and independently.

And, since even if I pass a paranormal test of scientific standard and receive the title of "true medical psychic" it does not give me the licence to dispense medical information in the way that physicians do. Even if I were never incorrect, there would be a disclaimer and a reminder to continue placing your trust in conventional medicine.
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Longtabber,
I believe Anita's primary goal can be found in her words above (my bolding).
Her motive for coming here was to get some cred amongst her fellow woos for "being one of them" (skeptic) as was contacting IIG, the local Winston skeptics group and a group in the UK. A bit like the medical psychic frauds Greta Alexander getting some cred from Dr Leon E Curry and Brent Atwater being "studied" by the Rhine Research Center.

Her ditzy act serves the purpose of throwing up a smokescreen when the going (skeptics) gets tough, as is writing thousands of words that mean nothing.
And the biggest biggie cred wise? Anita is a skeptical straight A science student with this amazing ability that she wants us to believe she is nonchalant about.
In fact she could, as all good con artists do, stretch the truth a bit further and say she was "studied" by the famous JREF and they could not prove that she has been incorrect a single time!
I noted also that Anita has peppered her medical advice she gives out with lots of disclaimers so Im pretty sure she thinks she has it all covered.

 

[GeeMack]

She needs to be in politics.

... in Alaska.

 

[LONGTABBER PE]

7th December 2008, 12:00 PM #7
VisionFromFeeling
Critical Thinker

Find me a celebrity who would not mind me attempting psychic medical diagnose on him or her and making that information public, and obtain their permission to do so, and I will do it. I do not share the views of the media or the public on celebrities, celebrities are people to me and I respect their privacy and integrity. Who knows, one day I will be good at what I do, and people will want to meet with me, including celebrities, and there is no way I would break that trust and to share personal information with others. It can only be done with given consent from the individual.

I would not even tell who I've seen unless that person has given me permission to do so. Now it sounds as if I meet with people and do this but I do not. If turns out I am really good at what I do, I am sure many people would be interested in meeting with me and finding out what is going on in their bodies. Also it is good for people to get confirmation for their pain and health problems, especially from someone who reaches the same conclusions on their own and independently.

And, since even if I pass a paranormal test of scientific standard and receive the title of "true medical psychic" it does not give me the licence to dispense medical information in the way that physicians do. Even if I were never incorrect, there would be a disclaimer and a reminder to continue placing your trust in conventional medicine.
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This post from Mary Occhino thread.

Longtabber,
I believe Anita's primary goal can be found in her words above (my bolding).
Her motive for coming here was to get some cred amongst her fellow woos for "being one of them" (skeptic) as was contacting IIG, the local Winston skeptics group and a group in the UK. A bit like the medical psychic frauds Greta Alexander getting some cred from Dr Leon E Curry and Brent Atwater being "studied" by the Rhine Research Center.

Her ditzy act serves the purpose of throwing up a smokescreen when the going (skeptics) gets tough, as is writing thousands of words that mean nothing.
And the biggest biggie cred wise? Anita is a skeptical straight A science student with this amazing ability that she wants us to believe she is nonchalant about.
In fact she could, as all good con artists do, stretch the truth a bit further and say she was "studied" by the famous JREF and they could not prove that she has been incorrect a single time!
I noted also that Anita has peppered her medical advice she gives out with lots of disclaimers so Im pretty sure she thinks she has it all covered.

Interesting ( I didnt read that thread) and I also believe thats her end goal.

I can see a person with an advanced degree ( adds legitimacy) and a properly worded ( and legally checked) business being the next woo super hero.

It all fits. This has been a scam from day 1

 

[desertgal]

Desertgal that was great. Best laugh I've had on this thread so far (other than when Anita said we were on the same side and someone pointed out that meant she thought she was a fraud too... wait that was you as well. You're on fire today)

As I recall, y'all have made me clean off my monitor more than once.

Skype is free, and it's pretty good software. It's easier to stay focused in a chat. <snippety.

I like Skype.

Anyway, I asked her if she believed she had a special ability. She said no because there is no evidence of it. So I asked her what what she intended to "study" since you gotta have something to study, right? She said, "The claimed perceptions. But to see whether they persist under a controlled test setting."

Wow. The level of oblivion just boggles the mind, doesn't it?

I, of course, replied, "Right. You just described your study as a test." In response I received several IMs in a row totaling about 350 words explaining, well, I'm not quite sure. I'm pretty sure it had to do with it being us, not her.

Yer a brave man, Unca. Her wall o'texts are bad enough here - private texting must be akin to being buried alive.

I figured it would be us. Big bad meanie skeptics.

Interesting ( I didnt read that thread) and I also believe thats her end goal.

I can see a person with an advanced degree ( adds legitimacy) and a properly worded ( and legally checked) business being the next woo super hero.

It all fits. This has been a scam from day 1

BUT, that doesn't mean she isn't delusional. It boils down to whether she actually believed in her "ability" when she came here.

Personally, I think she did. I think she has her doubts now, and she's scrambling to hang onto the belief, but, again in my opinion, her behavior has been consistent with a delusional state. Which is not to say that she isn't running a scam. I think she sees herself as the next big thing in the woo world, and that's what she is trying to sell.

(That's just a personal perspective-not intended to say that other opinions about her motivations is wrong.)

In the end, it's just sad. If she is delusional, she's headed for a world of hurt, and if she isn't, and she plans on having a serious career in the scientific world, while keeping up this nonsense, it's going to come back and bite her on the a$$ pretty damn hard. The world just ain't big enough to do both.

Sigh. If she is delusional, I wish I could have helped her more. It's such a thief of love, honest friendship and time that could be spent living life to the fullest. Whoever said the truth shall set you free had it right.

 

[Uncayimmy]

Yer a brave man, Unca. Her wall o'texts are bad enough here - private texting must be akin to being buried alive.

I encourage others to have an IM chat with her. Everyone comes across a bit differently in IM versus forums. IMs are interactive, so there's more give and take. IM's are faster, so there's less self-censoring and picking/choosing words. And people let their guard down a bit. In IMs I even find myself ending sentences with a preposition, and that's not something for which I am known.

Personally, I think she did. I think she has her doubts now, and she's scrambling to hang onto the belief, but, again in my opinion, her behavior has been consistent with a delusional state. Which is not to say that she isn't running a scam. I think she sees herself as the next big thing in the woo world, and that's what she is trying to sell.

She wants to be the next big thing in the science world. To date we have no evidence that she's at all interested in believers of woo. She has, however, demonstrated not only the desire for approval from people of a scientific nature, but she has also demonstrated paranoia about fellow scientific people stealing her ideas or getting credit for her abilities.

(That's just a personal perspective-not intended to say that other opinions about her motivations is wrong.)

We're all opining here. I'm not going to say everyone who disagrees with my opinion is wrong. I will say that my opinion is the right one, though.

Sigh. If she is delusional, I wish I could have helped her more. It's such a thief of love, honest friendship and time that could be spent living life to the fullest. Whoever said the truth shall set you free had it right.

Say it loud, sister!

 

[desertgal]

In IMs I even find myself ending sentences with a preposition, and that's not something for which I am known.

I always sensed you have a dark and dangerous side.

She wants to be the next big thing in the science world. To date we have no evidence that she's at all interested in believers of woo.

I dunno...she did say:
"Who knows, one day I will be good at what I do, and people will want to meet with me, including celebrities..."

"If turns out I am really good at what I do, I am sure many people would be interested in meeting with me and finding out what is going on in their bodies."

"And, since even if I pass a paranormal test of scientific standard and receive the title of 'true medical psychic...'"

And she did start a thread where she asked for help in developing a disclaimer for psychic medical readings.

I think that can be considered evidence that she does have some interest in taking her show on the road.

We're all opining here. I'm not going to say everyone who disagrees with my opinion is wrong. I will say that my opinion is the right one, though.

Brilliant and humble.

 

[skeen]

That statement about celebrities is odd. Are celebrities the pinnacle of the human species? Only for those interested in fame. Shouldn't she have said, "including prominent intellectuals"?

I think her issues circulate around her desire for attention - she clearly wants fame and recognition. Even the Nobel Prize is just a way for her to be famous, and to achieve that shallow desire for fame and fortune.

This is all just a game to her, really. She wants to hold on to these fantastic possibilities for as long as possible, because they're never going to come. Her coming here, discussing with us protocols, and so on and so fourth, while getting absolutely nowhere due to her reluctance to be exposed as normal, facilitate that fantasy.

So long as she leaves the thread having convinced herself that things are moving forward, she is happy. She is not interested in logic, or evidence. This is all make-believe.

And I wouldn't be surprised if her claims had something to do with her leaving class. Or, perhaps she wasn't doing so well that year, and decided that since she can convince herself that she would still 'technically' have a 4.0 average, she'd leave and come back to maintain it. Again, she needs only to convince herself.

 

[VisionFromFeeling]

Regarding the thread Harassment - Vision From Feeling, which was brought to my attention by a Forum member. Unfortunately the thread was closed before I had the chance to respond there. I strongly feel that I have been plenty harassed on the JREF Forums regarding every single thing I have said here whether completely trivial things or yes, unconventional and perhaps provocative things. Once I decided to begin an investigation into my unusual experience of perceiving visual and felt health information from people, I was aware of the JREF and thought that I should present my paranormal investigation here since it would become public knowledge due to my involvement with the IIG anyway, and since I thought I could discuss my investigation here and find contributions to my investigation.

Let me tell you what we like to say to each other in Sweden after we've been to see a doctor. The doctor will listen to your symptoms and then will usually ask whether you smoke. If you say yes, he says you should go home and stop smoking and you'll be fine. If you say no, he asks you if you have a lot of stress in your life. If you say yes, he says you should go home and stop stressing and you'll be fine. If you say no, they send you to tests. So when you come here to the JREF Forums, they ask you if you are a scam artist. If you are, you should leave and withdraw your claim. If you are not, they ask you if you are mentally ill or deluded. If you are, you should leave and withdraw your claim. If you are not, well, that has never happened before. So you guys don't know what to do. I'm supposed to have the paranormal tests at this point.

I am not engaging in a hoax of any form. And I am not deluded or mentally ill. There is nothing indicative of a mental health problem, and I am sad that you don't see that. I have many symptoms consistent with synesthesia, which is when a person perceives information relating to one form and automatically associates it into information of another form. There is something I perceive when I look at a person, that becomes associated into images and felt information about the health of that person.

I am studying for my exams tomorrow and have noticed that I have color synesthesia too. The variables in physics equations come out at me in color. It helps me remember them and I don't see how I could ever remember some of them without the colors. There is an equation where I have to remember to use N lambda but always kept forgetting. Suddenly I noticed that a green yellow color appeared in my mind when ever I saw the other portions of the equations where N lambda needs to be used, and I could translate the color into the variable combination. N is green and lambda is yellow, and N lambda is green with yellow beside it.

I also associate everything to a sense of vibrational patterns, which is why I am so in love with the study of optics and electromagnetics since it deals with vibrational patterns and waves and I have very easy to visualize and deal with such concepts.

Recently I took the initiative to share with a Psychology professor about my unusual medical perceptions and my investigation into them. Her opinion was that it is very reminiscent of synesthesia. I will not disclose her name or what more was said until I progress more in this and have specific consent to do so.

Synesthesia is not a mental illness. In fact, studies show how it is not even a handicap and it is an advantage that leads to more creativity and enhanced learning skills. When I study with fellow students I often find that most of them relate to equations as just rows of letters and numbers, whereas to me equations come to life. They are shapes and colors, and when I learn a new equation it is not just a row of letters and numbers. It unwraps shapes, colors, and feeling. I think I am generally better at learning and remembering than those who do not relate to things in color, shapes and vibrational patterns.

So far I have not encountered a single confirmed incorrect medical perception. In the reading with Wayne I concluded that I find no health problems. What I sensed in the throat and shoulder I perceived not as health problems, but simply as "the shoulder" and adam's apple. For instance if I say I feel someone's breathing, then that is all I sensed, it does not mean I was claiming to sense lung cancer or anything. I made no incorrect perceptions at that time. And so far I haven't.

So, let's assume if I do perceive correct health information. Where does that information come from? Do I read body language? External and visually detectable symptoms? That are then translated synesthetically into corresponding visual and felt information? I am of course very intrigued, and I am sorry if some of you don't share my fascination into this and instead are concerned that this might involve a mental health problem. The medical perceptions do not interfere with me, and they do not change my sense of reality or the way in which I relate to the world. I do not hold them real in the sense I do my vision or other ordinary senses of perception. The medical perceptions are impressions, that's all. Just like when you perceive an image of a memory in your mind, it does not mean that you think you are living in that memory or that it is somehow part of your reality now. The medical perceptions are impressions, they are subjective to me, but I am investigating this since they seem to correlate with actual health information.

My investigation wants to find out what is the actual correlation if in a test setting? And what is the source of the information that becomes translated into medical perceptions? To me, it is "Vision from Feeling", since after I've seen a person I tend to look away or to close my eyes entirely and I perceive as if I am feeling vibrational patterns from the material that makes the body and tissues which becomes converted into visual images and felt information in my mind.

I am very curious. And there is no mental health problem involved. I do thank you for your concerns but I must use my own judgement here as well and there is no reason for worry. It is most likely some form of synesthesia, that's all.

I do feel that it is harassment to contact my school regarding my investigation. I have not been contacted by anyone at my school regarding this so I can assume that they too, think that there is nothing of concern here.

I somehow think that some of you guys are so strongly expecting there to be a hoax, or a delusion, when in fact I am investigating an actual phenomenon that obviously most likely will find a normal as opposed to paranormal explanation at the end. There is no hoax. I have been entirely sincere in my descriptions of the claim. And there is no mental illness. It is very reminiscent of synesthesia, but is an unusual and very interesting case, borderlining to the "paranormal" since I have perceived things that should not be detectable by any ordinary senses of perception! I think this is exciting! Why can't you guys feel the same!

 

[LONGTABBER PE]

All those words, so little said

 

[skeen]

Same old. She does not have synesthesia. And to say, "I have to judge whether I am delusional or not" makes no sense whatsoever. But, that's what we've come to expect from this run of the mill paranormal claimant.

 

[VisionFromFeeling]

Regarding that some of you Forum members have contacted my school and told them that I am expressing reasons for concern of my mental health, at first I did take it as a deep violence against me as a person that you would have done such a thing. I took it as harassment, but have until now not mentioned any of my reactions to this here.

I have chosen to make my investigation and my experience of medical perceptions public, because I think it is a very interesting topic that others might find interesting too. The medical perceptions are most likely an expression of synesthesia, and I am investigating their actual accuracy in a test setting, as well as to find out what the source of the information is. The way the perceptions express themselves, the way I respond to experiencing them, and the way in which I conduct this investigation, all are no reason for concern. There are no valid reasons for concern of my mental health.

I have so far shared my investigation and perceptions with four professors, none of which responded negatively. I would be very surprised if this would damage my reputation as a scientist science student. In fact I am proud of myself for conducting a science project on my spare time.

I have not been contacted by my school regarding concerns about the investigation or the perceptions, just like I had expected. The Counceling Center, or whom ever it was that was contacted, are as opposed to some of you Forum members fully qualified to evaluate this on their own and have obviously concluded as have I that there are no reasons for concern. I have already made my investigation public access and can not object when ever someone finds out about it. If I feel that the way my investigation was described by Forum members was inconsistent with how I view it, I know that anyone can go to my website and read my posts here to get my version of the story as well.

As much as I would wish to ask that some of you become less impolite, I do realize that no matter how vicious and malevolent some of you come across, when the time comes that I can present some real results from a study or a test you will all be a very valuable contribution in the discussions. I can not conduct my investigation on my own, and I am trying to be "one of the skeptics" even though by being the paranormal claimant I am probably banned from being that as well. I am free to leave at any time if I am too uncomfortable here, but I feel that I can stay here until the investigation reaches a final conclusion. I think we all want to know.

 

[VisionFromFeeling]

Moochie:

...you're reasonable-looking...

Gee thanks!

 

[skeen]

The medical perceptions are most likely an expression of synesthesia

No. You don't have synesthesia. You have no medical diagnosis of this, and you have proven time and time again that we cannot trust your perception, or even world-view. It is most likely an expression of a mental issue, or outright lying - in all likeliness, it's a bit of both.

 

[Ashles]

Let me tell you what we like to say to each other in Sweden after we've been to see a doctor. The doctor will listen to your symptoms and then will usually ask whether you smoke. If you say yes, he says you should go home and stop smoking and you'll be fine. If you say no, he asks you if you have a lot of stress in your life. If you say yes, he says you should go home and stop stressing and you'll be fine.

Of course one assumes doctors in Sweden are not in reality so unutterably stupid.
"Go and stop stressing" Oh yes, that would be fantastic medical advice.
Anita does so love the cute little story doesn't she?

If you say no, they send you to tests. So when you come here to the JREF Forums...
*boring repetition cut*

I am studying for my exams tomorrow and have noticed that...
*yet more unverified aspects to the claim cut*

I also associate everything to a sense of vibrational patterns...
*pointless repetition of pseudoscience cut*

Recently I took the initiative to share with a Psychology professor about my unusual medical perceptions...
*vague and again unverifiable description of FIFTH uninterested professor informed about the claim cut*

Synesthesia is not a mental illness. In fact, studies show
*irrelevant sutff about synesthesia and repetition of how much better than other people Anita is at things cut*

So far I have not encountered a single confirmed incorrect medical perception. In the reading with Wayne I concluded that I find no health problems. What I sensed in the throat and shoulder I perceived not as health problems, but simply as "the shoulder" and adam's apple. For instance if I say I feel someone's breathing, then that is all I sensed, it does not mean I was claiming to sense lung cancer or anything. I made no incorrect perceptions at that time. And so far I haven't.

*Left in so I can match the repetition:*

He didn't have a tired left shoulder, so you were wrong.
You reported the "tired left shoulder" so it was significant enough to mention.
You did not write that you sensed an "adam's apple" so that is a lie. You wrote that you sensed throat discomfort. Which was wrong.
Every man has an adam's apple so your claim to have detected something that every healthy man is known to have, is stupid and demonstrates how blatantly you refuse to accept being wrong. This also shows how little point there is for anyone to even attempt to try and work wih you in developing a test protocol. There are of course loads of other reasons too.
I am happy to copy and paste that as many times as you are prepared to lie about the results of that incident.

One single reading so far in front of skeptics, two clear incorrect results.

Oh dear. Her continuing lies about this are doing her more harm than anything else. The tiniest shred of honesty would have given her a scrap of credibility i.e. admitting that her abilty might not be 100% after all but she still felt it was strong.
But no, Anita has to be perfect (the 4.0 average story was very interesting) and anything less than that has to be discarded. No matter how ludicrosly.

So, let's assume if I do perceive correct health information...
*pointless and uneccessary assumption cut*

My investigation wants...
*repetition of pretense of investigation cut in complete absence of ay actual investigation*

I am very curious....
*Irrelevant repetition cut*

I somehow think that some of you guys are so strongly expecting there to be a hoax,

Nope. A hoax usually involves something mysterious happening requiring explanation.
Your claim is completely devoid of anything mysterious.

All we have is your unverified description of events that happened to unknown people with no independent verification (or even verification by the people involved) - events judged by yourself and described by yourself. Completely anecdotal evidence. Completely ignorable.
There is absolutely nothing requiring explanation.

or a delusion, when in fact I am investigating an actual phenomenon that obviously most likely will find a normal as opposed to paranormal explanation at the end.

At "the end"? Your "investigation" has never even had a beginning.

And there is no phenomenon requiring investigation.

This whole claim is dead in the water. A damp squib. All you ever had was words, and you are attempting to generate some interest by... simply typing more words?
Why? You know nobody here believes you. You know nobody here even believes you are going to attempt any sort of proper investigation.

In fact I think many (most?) people here no longer even think you believe there is a claim.

There is no hoax. I have been entirely sincere in my descriptions of the claim. And there is no mental illness. It is very reminiscent of synesthesia, but is an unusual and very interesting case, borderlining to the "paranormal" since I have perceived things that should not be detectable by any ordinary senses of perception! I think this is exciting! Why can't you guys feel the same!

Because it isn't exciting.
It's boring watching you write the same thngs over and over as though repetition and pig-headed refusal to admit error will somehow win us over to you.
All you have ever had is words. And you still have no more action on this than writing more words.
We think this whole claim is ludicrous. Why don't you feel the same?

Remeber pages and pages ago when I described you as a typical claimant... you still are.
Many words... many different claims... refusal to admit error... no proper testing... excuses for failures... rejection of skeptical groups... refusal to agree sensible protocol... no clear claim... very standard stuff.

Oh and there's still the Survey to hear anything about (remember that?)... still the notes from that to fax to UncaYimmy... still the pill study to hear about (remember that?)... still your original written comments from Wayne's reading to provide to anyone...

You know, real actual actions of some sort.

I guess all you really have time for is writing more repetitive words making the same lame tired pointless claims.

Exciting? Why on earth would you imagine your empty words are exciting to us?

Anita, unless something drastically changes There Is No Claim. It is completely defunct. Further repetition of your previous posts is utterly pointless.

And please note I will continue to copy and paste my response to any further futile attempts you make to somehow rewrite what happened during your incorrect reading of Wayne.

 

[LONGTABBER PE]

Regarding that some of you Forum members have contacted my school and told them that I am expressing reasons for concern of my mental health, at first I did take it as a deep violence against me as a person that you would have done such a thing. I took it as harassment, but have until now not mentioned any of my reactions to this here.

I have chosen to make my investigation and my experience of medical perceptions public, because I think it is a very interesting topic that others might find interesting too. The medical perceptions are most likely an expression of synesthesia, and I am investigating their actual accuracy in a test setting, as well as to find out what the source of the information is. The way the perceptions express themselves, the way I respond to experiencing them, and the way in which I conduct this investigation, all are no reason for concern. There are no valid reasons for concern of my mental health.

I have so far shared my investigation and perceptions with four professors, none of which responded negatively. I would be very surprised if this would damage my reputation as a scientist science student. In fact I am proud of myself for conducting a science project on my spare time.

I have not been contacted by my school regarding concerns about the investigation or the perceptions, just like I had expected. The Counceling Center, or whom ever it was that was contacted, are as opposed to some of you Forum members fully qualified to evaluate this on their own and have obviously concluded as have I that there are no reasons for concern. I have already made my investigation public access and can not object when ever someone finds out about it. If I feel that the way my investigation was described by Forum members was inconsistent with how I view it, I know that anyone can go to my website and read my posts here to get my version of the story as well.

As much as I would wish to ask that some of you become less impolite, I do realize that no matter how vicious and malevolent some of you come across, when the time comes that I can present some real results from a study or a test you will all be a very valuable contribution in the discussions. I can not conduct my investigation on my own, and I am trying to be "one of the skeptics" even though by being the paranormal claimant I am probably banned from being that as well. I am free to leave at any time if I am too uncomfortable here, but I feel that I can stay here until the investigation reaches a final conclusion. I think we all want to know.

>>>Regarding that some of you Forum members have contacted my school and told them that I am expressing reasons for concern of my mental health, at first I did take it as a deep violence against me as a person that you would have done such a thing. I took it as harassment, but have until now not mentioned any of my reactions to this here.

Well, even tho I personally do not condone nor would ever conduct such an action, your publicity seeking and personal revelations did play a significant part in setting yourself up for it. If you want sympathy however, its in the dictionary between ◊◊◊◊ and SYPHILIS.

>>>I have chosen to make my investigation and my experience of medical perceptions public, because I think it is a very interesting topic that others might find interesting too.

Marketing

>>>The medical perceptions are most likely an expression of synesthesia, and I am investigating their actual accuracy in a test setting, as well as to find out what the source of the information is.

In non VFF English "I finally found something letigimate that I might be able to fit into and convince others thus substantiating my claim"

>>> I do realize that no matter how vicious and malevolent some of you come across,

Appeal to sympathy- would you like some cheese with that whine?

>>>when the time comes that I can present some real results from a study or a test you will all be a very valuable contribution in the discussions.

February 31st of what year?

>>>I can not conduct my investigation on my own, and I am trying to be "one of the skeptics" even though by being the paranormal claimant I am probably banned from being that as well.

Obfuscation and stalling

>>>I am free to leave at any time if I am too uncomfortable here, but I feel that I can stay here until the investigation reaches a final conclusion.

The world is scheduled to end in 2012 so theres not much time left

>>>I think we all want to know

"we" already do

 

[Locknar]

Anyway, I asked her if she believed she had a special ability. She said no because there is no evidence of it.

From her latest tirade, seems she has changed her mind since your chat - shocking!