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Diogenes:
Diogenes post #841 said:
How good is a gas leak detector that fails to detect most leaks ?
A Geiger counter that doesn't detect some radiation ?
You claim to have superior resolution to an MRI .. That would be easy to verify, yet you refuse to actually be tested for such
an ability under controlled conditions. That makes you a liar .
The question is, "do I have ESP?", not "do I have very good ESP?". Bad ESP is also ESP.

I have no idea as to how many health conditions I would not detect on a test. I have merely stated this disclaimer in case I do not detect all health conditions that were considered to occur. Many health conditions occur to different extents, possibly having a signature to different extents.
I have never refused to have a test. I have contacted the IIG West a year and a half ago and they have not set up a test for me yet although I have been very cooperative and agreed to all of their conditions so far. I've contacted the local skeptics group about arranging a test and they told me we need better understanding of what test conditions I can agree to, so I am now planning a study. I am working as fast as I can. I am not a liar.
Diogenes said:
What you claim is a super ability.. One that you clearly don't have.
One that I
clearly don't have? When I look at people I perceive images of tissues and health, which when I describe them to the persons they report good accuracy. That is all we have at this point, and none of that has indicated no ability. If something indicated no ability I could terminate this investigation.
Diogenes said:
That is why we will never see the results of a controlled test; or if we do, we will be hearing rationalized excuses from you, about why you failed.
I can not set up a test all on my own, because as a claimant if I did my involvement and reliability would be heavily questioned. I am arranging a study which will involve two skeptics, and the results of the study will be documented by them and made official. I will not make excuses, I am rational about what things really mean. Of course I could speculate about why I failed, and that is done on the study where we try to establish what test conditions to use. Once I have agreed to test conditions, after that I can not make any excuses based on those test conditions as to why I fail a test. For instance if I agree to having a full-body screen on a test, then if I fail a test that uses a full-body screen I can not make any excuses about why a full-body screen did not work in my favor. Why don't you wait for me to make excuses and to actually exhibit some of this behavior that you criticize me for, before actually criticizing me for it?
desertgal:
desertgal said:
No, not incorrect. My point was that you always intended for members here to take those anecdotes as evidence. Your claim that you never expected anyone here to believe them is pure ********. That was exactly your expectation. You can twist words as much you want, Anita. In plain English, it always comes back to the same thing - you came here with the expectation that people here would accept your anecdotes as evidence. How many more times would you like me to say that?
Well I don't want you to have to say that again. I will however state as many times as is necessary, that I do not expect the anecdotes to be taken as evidence. The purpose of the observations page
www.visionfromfeeling.com/observations.html was for me to document
examples of what perceptions I have and under what conditions. They were never intended to be as evidence. What they are are examples. For instance, the fact that I claim to have detected vasectomy teaches us that vasectomy is probably a good candidate to include on a test. The anecdotes surve to further clarify the specifics of my claim. That's all.
VisionFromFeeling said:
And no, I do not dispense medical information based on these perceptions to people. I only do this with friends and family.
desertgal said:
Wrong. I mean, how many times do I have to point this out, Anita? Your very own words contradict that statement.
Again I wasn't being clear enough, however I was not lying about anything. What I meant was that so far I have only attempted psychic medical diagnose on friends and family. I admit that I have begun to show interest in trying psychic medical diagnose on strangers, and that is because it is the natural next step to gain more understanding into the perceptions as well as to try this in situations that are more reliable. It is always better to have volunteers that I have not met before, than to do this with family and friends who I have some prior knowledge of. However still I have never attempted psychic medical diagnose on persons other than friends and family. I
detect plenty of medical information in all persons, but only with friends and family have I decided to check for accuracy, because I realize the responsibility involved with this type of information. The upcoming study should give me opportunity to try this with volunteers I have not met before.
When I said;
VisionFromFeeling said:
"Dec 6 08: I used this ability on a new person who I had just met that day and I had received absolutely no information about his health condition..."
This person was a new
friend I had just met. We are still friends and became good friends. So it is still within my statement that I've only done this with friends and family. I apologize for not having been clear enough and I see where this confusion comes from.
VisionFromFeeling said:
"Dec 3 08: I decided to confide in a person I recently met that I have an ability of perceiving and describing health information and asked if I could try this with him.
This is also a new
friend I met. These are not strangers who would not become part of my life. Sorry about not having been clear enough. It is difficult to be exhaustive in details in every case when I say something.
desertgal said:
And, it doesn't matter WHO you dispense medical information to. It's irresponsible that you do it at all. Period.
I agree with that. However I am interested in finding out what the source, and actual accuracy, of my medical perceptions are. Medical information will be dispensed with a thorough disclaimer and only on a study or on a test. A lot of scientific investigation involves practices that are not going to be done outside of laboratory.
When I said;
VisionFromFeeling said:
What I meant was that I do not publicly do this and am not tempted to...
VisionFromFeeling said:
I have expressed interest in doing this with people, however I am reluctant to do so.
desertgal said;
desertgal said:
Yeah, those two sentences don't contradict each other at all.
Both express that I am curious about having more experience with the perceptions, and to find out what the accuracy really is, and in both I also express my concern with the moral issues involved.
desertgal said:
If you had a strong sense of responsibility, you would have never and would not dispense medical information, based on this alleged ability, to anyone. Period.
I am far too interested in investigating a possible case of ESP, or a possible case the use of an interesting skill in reading information that is usually not accessible or interpreted, to not conduct this investigation. I believe that the study and tests can be conducted properly without inflicting harm to the volunteers. I for instance am rational enough that if I were asked to participate in a study or a test of possible extrasensory perception in psychic medical diagnose, and I would be given a disclaimer that I sign to have understood, that states among other things that the information presented is not to be taken as truth and is to be disregarded by me as the participant, with a reminder that only information that was in my own prior knowledge or is derived by conventional medicine is to be taken as truth, I could participate in the study or the test and after the test I would leave unharmed.
There are ways to avoid the possible harm for volunteers. Volunteers can for instance be presented with many health descriptions or health ailments and be told that according to the psychic, most of them or all of them
do not apply to them, and that they are to pick the ones that they already came to the test believing that they have, or having medical documentation that they have. We can also use information that is not disturbing to persons, such as whether a man has had a vasectomy or not. I believe there are ways to design a study and a test in ways that would not distress the volunteering participants.
Give me some credit here, I bet a lot of people who would suddenly realize that they seem to perceive accurate health descriptions would right away start to offer their services to people and for a fee. I have shown no such interest and I do my best to be responsible in my investigation.
desertgal said:
Oh, let me guess. You are gonna call it the Winston Salem Paranormal Society, right?
I've joined the Winston Salem Paranormal Society, but I'm thinking of starting my own smaller group for our unique form of investigations.
desertgal said:
Couldn't care less about your "ghost experiences", Anita. I quoted them to point out how deeply delusional you actually are, even if you are the only one here who can't see that.
Just recently I spoke with the spirit of a friend's father and was able to describe with perfect accuracy loads of details of their life together that I had no prior knowledge of. I can speak with them and get names, years, and other information that can be checked against facts. You may be skeptical, but for you to conclude without any evidence against this occurrence that I'd be delusional is starting to give me a negative impression of your skills in inquiry. Even in my childhood I was able to accurately describe crime scenes based on how I see them act out when I'm at those sites. Besides due to the complications in actually
proving hauntings, me and my group will conduct investigations in the purpose of providing entertainment and some insight into historical sites and into the lives of people from the past.
desertgal said:
Yeah, because that's what everyone here is looking for. How your paranormal society is going.
We have our next meeting January 26. By then I hope to have gotten started with my study, in which two of the members will participate.
desertgal said:
More contradictions. You "don't dispense medical information to people", but you do "attempt psychic medical diagnose...in the comfort and safety of your own home, with people and in situations where no one can get hurt?"
Yeah. Right, Anita. Whatever you say.
I guess I wasn't being clear enough again. What I meant was that I do not publicly offer this "service" to people, and I do not tell people to take my information seriously. What I tell friends when I do this, is that I want to try psychic medical diagnose, and that they are not to take any of it as truth just in case I'd be wrong, and that they must state my accuracy as reliably as they can. I do not openly offer psychic medical diagnose.
desertgal said:
Oh, that's right. You don't offer contradictions - it everyone else's misinterpretation. The battle cry of woo claimants everywhere.
There are a lot of quick assumptions made here on this Forum, and I do admit that often it is because I wasn't exhaustively clear on many points, but in many cases it is not reasonable for me to do so. I am trying to explain things as clearly as I can, but I realize that that is often not good enough. I don't mind if you bring up apparent contradictions, because that way I have a chance of explaining myself, so thanks.
desertgal said:
UncaYimmy has offered you a great opportunity to avoid being misinterpreted with the interview thread. It would certainly help you clarify your claim. Perhaps you should take it, and avoid the morass of alleged misunderstanding this thread has become.
I will participate in both threads, and I will stay in this thread because I will be posting new results here as soon as they become available. I want us to discuss the outcome of the study soon, because as the claimant I can not allow myself to analyze and conclude on the study all on my own, because no matter how well I'd intend to do that I am the claimant and one can not study oneself.
desertgal said:
In other words, quit debating minutiae and get down to your claim itself.
Sorry, if someone says things about me that aren't true, I respond. That's just what I am.
Pup:
Pup said:
(...) For some people, paranormal claims are like religion: they're taught not to confront someone's paranormal beliefs anymore than they'd suggest a double-blind study to the neighbor who offered to pray for their sick relative.
I picture that Anita's friends probably have similar reactions.
I do admit that the reliability of the accounts of accuracy from persons in the past must be questionable, but there have also been cases where my accuracy has been confirmed by other means, none of which is evidence but is what compels me toward a test. I understand what you wrote and have listened to it carefully, and can say that that is why I look forward to involving skeptics in future experiences with the perceptions. The upcoming study and the tests will try to eliminate the risk of obtaining false accuracy from when a person might be inclined to agree with me. Good point, thank you.
By the way I just asked my boyfriend whether he feels excited or whether he feels it is normal when I accurately describe his health and how he is feeling, and he said that he feels excited about it. So I may be wrong. I think we just had different definitions of excited. To me, excited would be jumping up and down and being beyond oneself excited. They just don't quite express excitement, in the physical sense of the word. I still feel that they are used to it in either case.
desertgal:
desertgal said:
What we have disagreed with is Anita's claim that her friends and family (and a small town in Sweden) apparently believe in her ability 100%, come to her often for psychic medical diagnose...and yet are indifferent to the fact that she has this ability. You must admit, THAT point of view is pretty nonsensical.
Goodness you people try to read between and underneath and above the lines and put all kind of nonsense there that just isn't true and that I don't think I even implied. Of course what you here said is pretty nonsensical, because half of it isn't true! My friends and family are inclined toward believing in the ability because of the fact that I have expressed apparent accuracy. (I say "apparent" to account for the fact that in
some cases there is no way for me to conclude that a person was not gullible to end up agreeing with me.) Townspeople have not experienced my ability at all. No one comes to me for psychic medical diagnose, not even friends and family. That has never happened, with the only exception that some people here on the Forum have offered to participate in
study and tests. Your false conclusions are sometimes nonsensical, I admit to that.
Jeff Corey:
Jeff Corey said:
What happened to that discussion with Unca Jimmy? He asked some questions two days ago on that special thread (way down the page) and you are wasting time responding here?
Christmas happened. I am sorry if you think that I take on my pile of work in the wrong order of sequence. I have responded to the private thread yesterday.
desertgal:
desertgal said:
Well, in Anita's case, it's an easy enough question to answer. She hasn't been here many years, so she would, likely, still have an accent. There are two people who post here who have met her personally. They could certainly say one way or the other.
I have offered to give any of you my phone number if you PM me, so that you can hear whether I have a Swedish accent or not. Care to take me up on the challenge?
Moochie:
Moochie said:
You're right, of course. Not that it's a big issue. The only issue, really, is that this person submit to a proper test of the claimed "ability." With every further post from this person my BS meter nudges further into the red. That last post positively made me laugh out loud.
Oh Moochie! The reason I keep posting a lot of nonsense is because I am responding to nonsense! (Accusations and misunderstandings.) If we
all could focus on the claim itself, rather than if I really came from Sweden or not (which is totally irrelevant to my paranormal claim) we would make far more progress and have a much more enjoyable thread. I feel sorry for the people coming in to read this thread because any bits of real progress are buried amidst nonsense.
desertgal:
desertgal said:
The problem, I think, is this: While Anita pays lip service to the suggestion that her alleged ability is merely imagination/hallucinations/delusions, if a test should indicate that, she isn't going to believe it. So, all the discussion about protocols and tests and "studies" is fruitless. She "sees" what she "sees".
The perceptions will continue no matter what tests conclude about the source and actual accuracy of the perceptions. The word "perceptions" was discussed for many pages between Ashles and me, and we agreed that "perceptions" does not imply about the actual accuracy or origin of the perceptions. I will definitely accept a test result that proves no ESP ability. My objective is to find out the source and accuracy of the perceptions, and I am not in favor of one outcome over another, because if I were that would put me at risk of becoming attached to something I will not receive and I would end up getting disappointed and hurt. So I remain open to either possibility.
desertgal said:
He "saw" what he "saw". He may have, like Anita, paid lip service to it being an hallucination, but he still would have continued to believe that what his mind told him was true. I see the same thing happening here. It's one of the reasons the goalposts keep moving, and why she fails to look at her perceptions objectively. Anita is clinging to an unwillingness to believe that her mind might be playing tricks on her.
I understand that the origin and actual accuracy of the medical perceptions has not been established, and I realize that I may come to find out that they are just the automatic play of a creative imagination of my mind, and I would be very happy with that conclusion as well. My perceptions do not disturb my life, thoughts, or functioning. I do not project my perceptions into the physical world, I do however intend to investigate them because of the apparent accuracy.
Moochie:
desertgal said:
Anita is clinging to an unwillingness to believe that her mind might be playing tricks on her.
Moochie said:
That opens up a rather unfortunate possibility, which I sincerely hope isn't the case.
I don't think I am unwilling to accept that I do not have ESP, or that the perceptions would not be based on actual information from the real world. I could live with the perceptions and images even if they were just creative imagination, because they do not interfere with me or my life, they are not overwhelming, or confusing, or disturbing. Well, they were disturbing in the very beginning, because I like many other people was uncomfortable with images of "blood" and "intestines" but over the years I've come to truly appreciate the human body and can't wait to study Histology on the graduate level. As far as I can describe at this point, I feel fully prepared to accept that I do not have an extrasensory ability. Of course we will only
know once that day comes.
desertgal:
desertgal said:
In fairness, I can think of a lot of people I know who wouldn't be willing to believe their mind might be playing tricks on them.
The fact that I perceive medical information, as visual images and also as relating to feeling and understanding, are not disturbing to me and I would not define them as delusions. If for instance they are a form of expression of synesthesia, it is not defined as something disruptive to a person's life, but more of a creative mind that gives impressions and association. The perceptions themselves are not linked to
conclusions or
belief, although are to
understanding. Rather than immediately believe in the reality of the perceptions, I consider them merely as images and am interested in confirming their accuracy rationally.
desertgal said:
I don't know if Anita is stark raving bonkers. Given all her claims, and how far she has taken them, though, I do think she's lost touch with reality. I doubt she will admit that, either.
I see and feel medical information, which when I describe to persons seems to be accurate. I am therefore interested in finding out the source and actual accuracy of these perceptions. I consider this to be a scientific inquiry and do not think that I've lost touch with reality by doing this.
Jeff Corey:
Jeff Corey said:
Now it's about 2300 words here and you still haven't answered UncaYimmy.
I don't think you are as crazy as some other people here do, I have worked with real ******** crazy people. I think you are merely a liar.
Patience! It's been Christmas! And I've replied now. It took me two hours, I sat up from midnight until two a.m., knowing that if I don't post now I'll never hear the end of it. So there. By the way I am not a liar. Everything I have said represents the truth as best as I can account for it. Everything I've said has been thoroughly scrutinized by these people, and have we come across a single case of me lying? I don't think so.
desertgal:
desertgal said:
They most certainly are not "accurate representations". You don't "document" anything. You simply repeatedly claim that you "envisioned" this or that medical ailment and that your "perception" was "accurate". You provide absolutely no background information which might indicate that your anecdotes are nothing but fantasy.
Although the anecdotes lack proper documentation they
are accurate representations. In each case as far as I have been able to at each time, the accuracy was not falsified. I was asked by Forum members to provide examples of the perceptions that I have, and that is what the observations page is. You don't have to read it if it bothers you. All they are, are examples. I'm sorry if I didn't have a team of scientists with me and proper testing procedures available when I was out and met with new friends.
desertgal said:
She won't answer UncaYimmy. His questions require specific answers, with no wiggle room. She wouldn't want to tie herself down to anything she can't wall o'text herself out of.
!!! I've replied!!! I think I've exposed you as someone who just keeps stating things that aren't true. I guess I'll have to start disregarding your comments soon. You're not participating in a true skeptics manner. There is usually no evidence or reason behind your statements, and many are expressed, in my opinion, in a slightly negative manner.
desertgal said:
This whole thing has gone beyond ridiculous. You are a fraud, Anita. Whether you realize it or not, you are a fraud. Nobody has the type of vision you describe. Not you, not anyone. It is absurd to even suggest that you do. Your "perceptions" are nothing more than hallucinations conjured up by a mind that lost touch with reality long ago. (...)
I think what we are all frustrated by is the time it takes to get progress. Setting up a study or a test of this sort of claim takes time and work, and involves people other than just me. I am working on it. And we don't know whether I have ESP or not, all I know is the apparent accuracy of the medical perceptions and I think I have every right to engage in a scientific investigation into these perceptions, regardless of what the conclusion will be. If this bothers you you don't have to participate, not that I am throwing you out because I'm not.
TheSkepticCanuck:
TheSkepticCanuck said:
If her claims were real and verifiable, she'd be rich by the new year, from the sale of the movie and television rights alone! The CW network would be all over that potential show! Think House MD meets Ghost Whisperer meets Dr. Doolittle. The storylines would be incredible!
Wonderful! Unfortunately setting up studies and tests takes time. This is not a straightforward claim like many others would be, but I'm working on it and expect to conduct the study early in 2009.
Akhenaten:
Akhenaten said:
Clearly, what's needed is a study of the tests carried out so far, including a survey of the trials which have been conducted. Is there any way to work in an analysis?
No tests have been done on my claim of psychic medical diagnose in live persons. Analysis of the results will be possible for the study and tests that are up ahead.