Eternal Universe
Your positive attitude and response allows me to find some peace of mind and indeed opens me up to an awareness that I had expected to find much earlier on the rebound and on a broader scale in this community. People like Earthborn, Suggestologist and yourself allow for a healthier balance between the convinced believer and the duck hunters; you seem to hunt for a catch instead for a kill. It is warming to read your statement "the painting predicted the event of your brother, and thus something supernatural may be going on."
(... that you did something supernatural)
First of all this: Although I view my claim as an example of supernatural act, I do not think of it as having done something supernatural myself. The idea that the supernatural happens through me feels closer to the truth. I have become a trancendent tool of the supernatural act and my body-spirit system is utilised to manifest the supernatural act. Therefore, I view the quality not as a function of my self, but as a function of an autonomous system.
Am I or am I not justified in having my claim ? In order to answer that question and understand the psychological and emotional factors involved, it is nescessary to know the archeology.
Remember, I am not doubting that you painted the painting before the events in question, just the interpretation of its significance.
For one: The making of this painting (one of a triptich) is significant because with the detail of the burial scene, this work beholds the material key that bridges a realm of what could be explained as fantasy and true reality.
Without this basic agreement that we will be logical, communication would not be possible.
I’ll do my best. There is a flip side of logic that is still logic, but that you may not accept, where I would say it is natural logic to me. After all logic stemms from chaos. Pls. be patient.
If the claim (and correct me if I am incorrect) is that you painted something that predicted the future, However, I submit that the explanation that the event represents a "coincidence", is a better explanation.
The grave scene is one detail that points towards the future. The other elements suggest that the painting depicts realms of the afterlife, specifically according to ancient Egyptian tradition.
First of all, you mention, at least twice, that you do not believe in coincidences, but in "synchronicity" - please define this term.
Synchronicity to me is an example of a spiritual awakening; a sudden clearity of mind, and an awareness that communicates from the soul level to you, the reassuring fact that, often beyond the point of logical and emotional understanding or knowing, you feel THAT you know and you know WHAT you feel as a correct association of two or more, apparently not connected fibres of reality that come together in one menaingful occurence.
of the myriad experiences, why do you deem the connection between the painting and the events of your brother as significant?
Again, the burial scene seems to be the key detail that bridges an apparently innocent realm of fantasy or suppressed subconscious information with brutal reality. The paintings themselves must therefore be viewed as the womb whereïn this psychic information could grow and materialize in order to serve me as an extraordinary example of supernatural act. As I wrote earlier, all ingredients of the paintings are relevant if we are determined to understand what is and has been happening to me.
Over the past six or seven years it has become clear to me (and as such should become part of my claim - Earthborn) that I have painted scenes of the afterlife, possibly according to ancient Egyptian tradition, with this particular set of paintings of 1979 on the one hand and with my autonomous ideomotor drawing work, from 1994 to 2002.
In 1983, just weeks after my brother was murdered and burried in Israel, my brother started to write automatically through me. At least, this is what it, logically and emotionally looked like. Two years later, another signature wrote through me that my brother would no longer be available for this type of communication anymore and continued answering questions about the cosmic whereabouts of my brother in the afterlife.
I know now that the ideomotor effects causing automatic writing were not something that happened spontaniously there and then, in 1983. There’s no doubt in my mind that this inner force had been dorment and building up for years in advance of his death. It caused tremendous mental and emotional stress that I could not appoint a logical cause to. The need, urge and desire to express something totally obscure and obsessive that I felt I was hosting inside my body, spoke to me from beyond the borders of life and death. Thát was my logic at the time and this still hold up as truth. This happened during a period of living in London from 1977 to 1979, when I left the Netherlands to become a student recluse in order to deal with this obscure inner force.
It sounds weird, but I am telling you the truth. I did not realize for a moment that whatever was inside me tried to make me ready for a drama that was going to happen no matter what.
And its objective was not to be clear, not to forewarn me so to prevent my brothers murder from happening. No, the murder of my brother happened in 1983 and had a supernatural cause. No psychological or emotional logic! My painting, made in 1979, is therefore a significant piece of evidence that may serve to prove the fact that the supernatural act is a true phenomenon.
I would submit that the connection, and I hope that you think about this deeply, is not supernatural, but psychological and emotional.
To rule out the supernatural and think about the psychological and emotional cause is not difficult for me. But it won’t give me any answers, you see. You’ll have to see me as an archealogical site and start to dig layer after layer. And be determined to find evidence. Try to prove and disprove the evidence I represent at the same time instead of one thing and not the other. I am ready to disprove my own evidence. But I also know inside that I am not the one you will deal with in the end. I am not the relevant subject in the end you see. The other side will replace me, one way or another.
Please explain to me what no psychologist, parapsychologist, scientist, friend, skeptic or anyone else has been able to explain in twenty five years. Explain to me the sole psychological and emotional disposition that could have caused me to express with such great detail something that I did not have any knowledge about and even create a bridge to utter reality in order to seal the great masterplan ? I am explaining it to you in words of a local artist or amture scientist, and to the world, and from Earthborn I learned that my presentation gives cause to the fact that noone will listen with opened ears, noone will ask the relative questions or even take my work as an interesting example for a plausible cause of noting the supernatural act.
Because of the psychological and emotional factors that makes you want to believe that a supernatural event has occurred, it is not surprising that you hold the position that you do.
Okay, what keeps me encircled here is that the psychological and emotional factors are logically speaking coming forth from experiencing NDE in 1963 at age 5, after open heart surgery; I have been ‘dead’ and reanimated and the massive quantities of injected morphine must also have been of some influence ?
I have been speaking to God since age 11 – used mirror gazing as silent meditation – and speaking english in my prayers which is not my native language nor tought at preschool is something that still buggles me. I suffered two heavy anxiety attacks (hyperventilation) that passed me out at age 7 and I remember having very clear repeditive dreams about two bright lights that anchored a distinct feeling and sensation of slipping away and being dissolved. It left me with the idea that nothing is what it seems and a profound idea of how reality is flipped, mirrored, i don't have the right words now.
My vivid and lucid dreaming anchored me in a realm of reality that I knew as a child was different from the people and children around me. There's no beginning to tell you what psychological and emotional factors are further involved here. Having said all this, the supernatural act remains a psychologically and emotionally disturbing experiencing, unless we start to recognize these things and start educating ourselves about these matters.
Just think - rationally, would there be better explanations rather than the supernatural that can be evoked to explain the seeming connection between the art and the events of your brother?
I’m one and all ear...
Firstly, the connection was made after the fact. You realized that the painting predicted the events of your brother after/during the burial.
I have explained to you why. I was not to consciously know. He was not to consciously know.
For one, and correct me if I am wrong, the cemetery scence is only a smaller portion of the whole picture. Why would the prediction manifest itself as a small part of the entire painting ?
I believe that question is answered. If not, please let me know.
Whatever you believe the significance is of the painting, the fact remains that the significance must be interpreted. Why must an interpretation of significance be needed in the first place?
That is a question that I have always asked myself all the time. Things are just not clear at first sight. The only idea I have is that something is going on which is way beyond me, above me, something that I am a part of, an active part, but not in control. The fibres of my reality seem to be woven by supernatural act and I am in a way the spiritually equipped earth element, the physical existance hosting the supernatural act and manifesting it. Is that way beyond logic ? What’s your take on it ?
It is true that science is probably not the tool to use if you want to PROVE your claims (science's aim is to disprove, after all). However, I believe that you are trying to figure out a method that transcends science, if you will.
This is so well put... If you will... thank you for going this deep verbally. And I have strong leads in that direction. For instance, my ideomotor drawings are the key to the formula that links spiritual communciation to the science of math. Now, read math as mathematics and also as Matthew. Science and religion meet in my psychic experience of what is to come. And in what is to come, I have been very thoroughly educated and fully initiated.
I have come to know my limits, I know my failures the hard way. I died the second death, if you know what that means.
However, to do this is to abandon certain assumptions, involving not only the abandonment of concepts such as falsification, causality, time and space, but the roots of rationality and logic as well.
Thank you. My ideomotor work may serve as an example of that experience. It is true you know, what your saying. Not just thought.
Rgds.,
Aster.