Both the official referendum campaigns were truly awful.
I did not vote because of Vote Leave, my views have been shaped by 25 or so years of watching the EU, from the time of the Maastrict debates in the commons.
I am well aware of why it was created, but what it has become now, is self serving and slightly sinister.
Lieutenant General Esa Pulkkinen is the EU's chief of military staff, I didn't vote for the EU to have a military staff, I don't know anyone who did.
We can get rid of our MEPs and our Prime Minister, but we can't elect or get rid of our Commissioner (except by referendum to leave the EU itself). There is a big democratic deficit.
Yes, we can elect MEPs to scrutinise the EU's laws and vote on them, but they can't propose the EU's laws and offer a new direction to the project.
In 2014, when the UK Independence Party got the most of the UK's EU Parliament seats, ex PM David Cameron appointed Jonathan Hill to be our Commissioner.
Here was a man from a party that came 3rd in a UK wide election, who was made our representative without our consent.
If you cannot remove the people who govern you, you do not live in a democracy.
There is no process in any EU country, for the democratic election of Commissioners.
That was a big reason in my voting to leave.
Remainers often say that we have influence in the EU, but as voters, we do not, because we cannot choose the policy makers.
We cannot choose the direction for the EU to go in.
We cannot elect people to cut it's budget or close departments. We cannot elect people to enlarge it's budget or open new departments. We have no influence. It is cut off from the voter.
I can go to my MP and lobby him, I can go to an MEP, but only a Commissioner can propose EU policy and they are not elected.