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Smelling fishy
farmermike said:Karen
Nah, only you present the dime store version of Christianity.
True enough. But it has been my experience that this is about as far into their faith that most believers get. And this was my experience as a devout theist and candidate for the ministry, mind, not as an atheist. Indeed, it was this shallowness of faith that was one of the things that led me to question the whole apparatus.
farmermike said:God judges the attitude of the heart. He forgives when we repent, which implies genuine sorrow for the offence.
Do you have any biblical sources for this, or did you decide that this is true because it makes the whole "forgiveness" thing more just in your own mind?
farmermike said:Christianity really isn't the "fairyland" you portray.
*snort*
You're right. It's much more a fairlyland than I've portrayed.
farmermike said:Being in the world but not of it, is often rather lonely.
So why waste your life hiding from life and being lonely? It is demonstrably false that the whole persecution complex built in to the faith by the oppressed and paranoid early church applies today. You guys are the majority- so why this "in, not of" poop? Did you give everything you own to the poor? Jesus told you to. Do you have a job? Pay bills?
Sacrificing what small measure of happiness and joy you might glean on this world for an ill-conceived and inconsistant promise of "eternal" happiness later... has it never crossed your mind that the priests are selling you a pig-in-a-poke here? Why don't you ask yourself who benefits from the burden you've imposed on yourself. I'll lay you odds that once you stop automatically assuming you are somehow magically benefiting, you'll discover some interesting things.
farmermike said:Love your neighbour as yourself,
I do this.
farmermike said:pick up your cross and follow me etc.,
See above. Who is actually giving the marching orders? Unless you have a direct line to jesus like 1inCh claims you might want to consider it. Is it possible that that "still, small voice" is just your own wishes and judgement speaking to you? How do you know?
farmermike said:are ideals I could conveniently do without, and yet I know they hold the key to contentment, however infrequently I invoke them. My faith is at once, deeply satisfying and constantly challenging.
This is the "key", so to speak- you think this way because it makes you content. You've convinced yourself yours is the correct belief because beleiveing so makes you feel good. This is no different from the self-delusion in which the New Ager or the Homeopath engages.
farmermike said:It's not the anesthetic you seem to think.
Are you sure? Be honest. How much anxiety does your faith extinguish? How much uncertainty does it smooth over to pray to your god? How often has your god "somtimes answered no?" How often has he acted, directly and unequivocally, in response to one of your prayers?
Why, then do you still do it?
Does it give you a "sense of peace" to "talk with god?"
farmermike said:At any rate, I guess the answer to my original question, is no. The true atheist, it turns out, often wishes there were a God but is bound by his analytical mind to dismiss that hope.
I'd quibble with "often"- make that, at most "sometimes."
You don't need a particularly "analytical mind" to be an atheist- although it certainly helps. You've just got to decide that you don't want to be lied to anymore, and that includes being lied to by yourself. The way you've phrased your statement makes it seem that we'd be theists but for the curse of thinking too much. Not much better an assertion than "tricked by Satan."
There's a difference, you know, between hope and fantasy. Were I shipwrecked and stranded on an uncharted island, "hope" would be building a signal fire and trying to attract attention from search planes. Not trying to thumb down a sea-serpent so as to hitch a ride.
ETA: And, yeah- what H3ll said.